This was the worse day of my life.
Alone at home, watching tv, sad.
I feel unhappy and unsatisfied with my whole life, I don't have the job of my dreams, I didn't find the man of my life so I didn't get married, I don't have children.
I don't like the way my life goes.
I don't know how to make the things happens.
I feel it is not only my own guilt, I feel I have no luck.
I am not just complaining my life, I don't want the people think I want to be a victim...but that is how I really feel.
I know when people pretend to look a victim It does not sounds good.
I also think the decisions we take, we'll see the consequences in the future.
I am too old to feel like a child but I feel myself unprotected, I don't know why.
I wish someone care if I am fine.
I'm ending up thinking I'm an immature old woman.
Anyway, I feel bad.
January 2015
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