I don't know why it is always the same thing that I write inside my diary.
I think there's more than one time that I say inside: "I hate my life!!
I want to die".
But, when I live my life like I'm supposed to do, I regret all of these words.
I taste every hour, every second of my life, no matter how it'd be.
I've always hated my mother when I was a child and I don't really know why.
But now, she's the most imporant person to me.
I wish I could stay more longer by her side.
I always ask where she's going, what she's doing and I don't want to be further than a hundred meters from her.
I'm just afraid to lose her forever.