I don't even remember I gave you that bracelet Eli, but I miss your presence, of course.
I see kindness in you.
I see true person.
I never thought you would speak of me to people.
It's not the most important thing, to me, you to be happy--always--is the most important thing.
I'm glad that now you are back to England to see your mother.
It brought tears to my eyes when I first time read your email in the morning.
I could not shut my mouth from laughing while whipping tears from my sight to continue reading your email.
Yes, you were right.
I was a bit worried for months when you never write me anything.
You were going to Papua New Guinea and promised to see us again but we never heard anything.
Have you seen my mails?
I mean, all of them?
It's not just you; I also have you in my thoughts.
Oh, how I miss your reply "Yes, my dear?" everytime I said "Eli!".
You would turn your head and looked at me with those tender eyes.
And I would nod and say "Nothing!".
Everything seems to be so important now. Life. Dreams. Truth. And love.
What do you mean by "hope life is treating you well over the side of the world"?
What do you wish for me, Eli?
I don't know how life treats us well, but I must admit that people don't always treat us well. Is it counted?
Actually, I hve a lot of questions for you after the long travel you had.
I do pray for one day we may get the opportunity to meet again, Eli.
Maju and I will always have you in our hearts.
We learned a lot from you.
We never use tissue anymore, although far before I met you I personally use it very rare like once in year and now I also tell people to stop using them, I don't know why but it's a good thing that is needed to be shared.
It's the way to change something.
When I'm asked about my experience in Bali, you were in it.
So we're kind of the same, I speak of you in my stories to people and it brings positive vibes to them.
I tend to change the how they see things, this life and everything in it.