l promised my mom in childhood that nobody did like to be love him.She kissed me and she smiled and told: you can not my dear.
l told love you, and l love you very more than of my father, and brother, and my sister.
But she smiled again only and repeated her words.
She told: one day a person will come and you love he more than of me, and you can not love me similar her.
l didn't understand my mother's intention in that time.
Later, when l was a teenager l found a good friend, but she didn't comparable by my mother.
l had a teacher, she did very kind and lovely and l love him, but she is not comparable by my mother too.
when l got older l loved a man who was all of my heart and soul.
when l thought by myself, which of them are real my love, l found out this time selected my mother too.
years passing over and over, and this time came a person who is all of my live and l could not did my promise and , love him more than of my mother
l am a mother now.