Sorry for the late reply.
Hm, so you have quite difficult time again.
I am not very happy to hear that.
Also I've been there and know how you feel and what are you going through...
It was pretty much the same.
So, you are pretty busy in the work.
I still have no job.
The plantage is waiting for a spring so at the moment I am chilling out.
:))
How it called that place you live in?
(Maybe I should write to live at...)
I think that you should try to accept that the word is not nice just because you measure it toward yourself.
I have the same kind of problem if that comforts you.
:))
I think it's not necessary to repeat you are always more then welcome to come to Croatia for a visit.
I wish you all the best for the Christmas and New Year.