Everyday seems so boring.
Its like two points and one line segment.
I feel tired of my part time, i am a tutor, my student is the junior high schol student.
I also feel tired of this life.
I star to doubt what am I doing now?
I don't know it clearly.
Everyday seems so long to me, its very hard to fall asleep.
Everyone is so busy, it make me feel that we are not on the same step, everyone is so fast, but i am so slowly.
I don't feel fine now.
I don't know how to express this feeling, I seems can't see my goal clearly.
Because i have too much free time, sometimes it make me miss my friends and someone very much, but we can't meet each other easily.
All of these make me feel bad.
I even feel that I don't understand the others.
I was vey happy that I made a friend a few months ago, who helped me so much before i went to japan and when I was in japan.
But```"I am the type of person who like to communicate with foreingn people in English and I'll continue doing this for the future to come.
I'm speaking with some friends in English on skype and like to develop my English.
That's all about me for the reason I met you in Japan.
if I'd add more reason to having lost the communication with you is that I quit learning chinese.My original purpose to communicate with friends here is to do language exchange. now I'm learning Indonesian and have no longer any interest in Chinese ." Oh,my god````what's that?