Hello!
My name is Sergey.
I'm 21 years old.
And I haven't made anything useful. I thought so.
I often say that I have depression.
But I've just understood that it isn't true.
Now I see that keeping a diary is very useful thing.
But I don't like to do it.
Usually I write little notes about my life.
Yesterday I found the one of such notes. I read it.
And I got a different look at all things in my life.
I understood that now I'm happy.
I am much more happy than ever before.
Of course, I feel some upset sometimes, but it's just because I can't find a way to reach all what I want.
In my past I didn't want anything.
I lived like lots of people lived.
I swam the stream.
I didn't know who am I and what I would like to be. Now I know it.
And now there are lots of things which I want to do.
And I hope, I'll find a way to reach it.
All what people can see is Serj, who sleeps a lot, who always uses antibacterial gel, who likes to walk alone through the night streets, who smokes a lot.
And of course, they know Serj, who tries to give them smiles, who tries to look always happy and сarefree.
But nobody knows what I feel inside of myself.
Before you will point a finger at me, make sure that your hands are clean.
And if a man don't say you about his hobbies, works, private life, you should think, may be he don't make it because he just don't want to look arrogant.
I don't know how to finish this article. May be... I'm Sergey.
I'm 21 years old.
I like reading, writing, learning foreign languages.
I study at the university.
I try to become a vegan.
I want to help people.
And I want just to look good :)
January 2015
Şİmdi oyla! 